I'm Bored. and Tired. and a little Bitchy, too.

Hello again.

I'm actually not that tired, considering I got more than 10 hours of sleep. I'm more tired emotionally that anything. I feel drained and worn out. I'm 15 years old and I'm burning out. It's just so frustrating and wearing to have to act like and adult and be a leader and have to act like a parent to my own parents.
I just wish I could be a damn kid and not have to worry about so much. I feel old, and I hate that.

I want so much in life. Money, success, power. I think the biggest thing I want is revenge. I want to laugh in the faces of these girls who made me feel like crap when I was younger. I want to be so powerful and strong and have my name plastered on that so they see what I did. Why their actions were the stupidest, most vapid things they ever could've done. Why they made the biggest mistake when they called me names and talked about me behind my back and in front of my face. Why what they did is going to affect them for the rest of their lives.
Yeah. And that's only the tip of the iceberg, ladies and gents.

So there you go. You all get a little view into how I feel right now. I'm hungry, emotional, and I've had a generaly bad weekend. So have fun for me, because I don't think I'll be able to have any until I enter college. And even then, my life will still probably suck.

Wishing and wanting,
a.beautiful.lie